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Kepo-ness
# Kepo-hits
When i am bloggin at this hour, it surely mean one thing; I am at home almost the whole day, AND was bored to death, and I missed so many things.
I had wanted to, and could follow the boyfie to catch his first ever public performance; but last night he said NO. So, here I am at home. Then, he went off for the PRSS's hari raya show @ tp. Darn it. I cancelled my plans to watch it, cuz i thought i could go with him to the show, then now i missed this show n he went.
yup. boiling.. now over the hills n far away.
I am supposed to get my pay check by last fri.Yesterday, dat is. But I still didnt get. My cash's running very low. Very, i mean it. And worst, I found out from another intern, we only got about $100+ for last month's pay. Ergh!!! So much for my plans to buy the essentials. Prolly, I don't buy anything yet. Since my freaking pay is so meagre. I must pay my bills with this pay sumore...Then no more allowance.. Yada yada.. When all the others got their allowance, I DID NOT get any!! Imagine betapa stress nyer aku. Kalo $100+ tu mcm $1000 takpe... Maybe, I should try my luck with CAAS, who knows they'd wanna recruit me, then I have no worries looking all over the island for a freaking job.
How to buy the essentials when I get only $100+ for last month's pay, and I have to use it damn wisely to pay my bills and lunches.Some rules to endure: No fast foods. If I do, then no lunch for the next day. More cup noodles. Dun be fussy, even if i hate that food, i haf to have it, if that's the only food i can afford. Discipline.
MY another ultimate stress: I have yet to start writing!! I duf have any idea yet to even draft in my mind about what to write. I am sooooooo stressed up, i feel like crying. Ouh, dun be sucha crybaby, Ain. Shut up and use your brains instead! I thought of almost anything, but now i wonder, how effectively can I write?
So, I am stressed up. Yet, I am trying not to explode yet. Cuz, all I wanted to be, is to be happy. It's hard, isn't it? To be happy, when you're all stressed up?
I get stressed up when I....
mawarhitam
kept in the heart
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