7.11.06

Fury.

Very inappropriate. Anyways, let's talk about.... liars, lies and people being lied to.

Wait.
First answer this very question: Would trust a liar, whom you've known his/her lies and fallen for the lies? Again?

And lemme get this straight, if the target is reading, very well, go on and show it to those who'd love to trust your beauty lies and whats not. I have no regrets posting this entry. I am not much of an adult to voice my thoughts. Well, at least, I have brains that get to a poly, even if I couldnt get any higher than that. Did you? Did you even completed your N level? *smirk* I am rude. You're worst. So much for thinking you could be the good exemplary one. I WAS WRONG.

But I have no regrets. Everyone make mistakes. And most people do learn from them. I was one of those people. And i'm still making mistakes.

So... this liar.... Nope, I am not gonna trust. Apparently, we came from the same hole. We were raised differently too. But I think I've made a good choice. I know where I came from. That hole. How about you? Ouh, people. this liar, I tell you, never stops. Never stops and always played the game the same way. Once bitten, twice shy for me. For others who've been warned against, yet still choose to believe the lies, go on. I pray that you're gonna be hit worst than us all. Macam ak gi kat dorang, taplek dorang ker, kasi satu tapak tangan kat dorang power giler punyer, kene mara ker, kene maki ker, kene panggil kurang ajar pon tak kisah arh (kita jahat pe), tapi asal dorang dengar cakap, pakai otak yang makin menua tu sikit. {Opps! I didnt mean to use harsh words. Got carried away la}

The lies.. It's always been the same. The same style. Same format, ikot kata IT. If it's not about one family's dirty laundary, it's another family. Then when first attempt almost failed, cuz very few would believe, there's always plan B. Very well-prepared. Laid chill. Cuz that way, people will think ouh, the liar's tired of the game. No, THE LIAR IS NEVER TIRED OF THE GAME. This time round, the liar managed to enchant the wise man, or so, I thought. Of all the people!! Yep. Now, that's where my fury comes in. Cuz,this time round, is the lies about both my lovely families. BOTH.

The liar claimed that, it's all because of the word "panas". (Hot or warm, you know the surrounding) Yep. Eh, dgr2 aku da bilang. Ah ni tengok baik2, nak print jadikan evident, sila kan..... Kita tak kisah kene maki atas bawah ngan orang tua. Alah bisa, tegal biasa. Kadang ni pun, orang tua pon kene dengar cakap kite jugak kan...

So, the liar lied. Saying we provoked it (no he or she la.) Provoke or wat! Like hello!!!!!! Yes, hello with the big wave to you! The innocent kids, whom you claimed were rude, were queuing up for the food la kan. This included me. Okay. No choise arh, orang tua takde, terpaksa pegi dekat ngan kids. Then out it goes, from an AIR-CONDITIONED room, and out past us, saying the word "Eh panas arh tempat ni!" I would not have thought anything. OK, aku ni lembab. There's actions to the said words. Very agitated and arrogant kinda actions. So, what was I thinking. It was then I realised it came out from an air-con room, saying panas??? Ape Singapore pon da pandai pakai heater ker? Setahu aku heater only for shower.. Wahhh.. dier pikir aku budak2 ker.. Budak2 tu ha yang komplen kat orang tua. And hell, yes kite tersinggung!

Next episode of "panas": 4 days later... This poor old woman just arrived, with the daughter. Dengan niat nk datang kenduri. IKHLAS. Yela, sape kuase nk dtg stakat gado kan? Takmo pikir pokemon la. Someone asked, "tak duduk dapur? " (dun want sit here, in the kitchen?) This old woman answered, "Taklah, panas arh kat situ" (no, thanks. It's hot in there.) Kaoz, then came that liar, very frustrated, thinking the old woman was hinting at it. Like ???? kan? Question marks tu macam ibarat aku pon stoink gitu arh.. The liar complaint to the deceased daughter. Cuz, I was pretty sure, it thought it was the old woman's daughter's doing. Nope, it was the person, which it came from.

This story took place months after the liar left home. And it said instead, it left home because of this provokes. Think again, wise man...We thought we could always count on you. I have always admired you. But today, you let us down. You let me down, personally. Cuz, A thing so simple, you couldnt solve it wisely. Does the liar's lies make sense? I always question this: why didn't you make us all, yes all those involved sit together, and talked it out. Why didnt that liar, whom you trusted dared to even come and face the angry yet disappointed faces of the parents?? Why? The liar wanted to wait till they closed their eyes? Sedang kan si Tanggang menderita sampai mati, sedangkan bangkai bernyawa nazak selagi tak terima kemaafan ibu.. Now you tell me.

I am waiting for the moment the liar mess things over at those people who had trusted her. I want to laugh. You know what, nampak sah korang mintak mahap kat mak bapak aku dua2 tak ikhlas.. I almost cried when I see the old woman face. The last thing I want on their minds are worries. I want all my parents happy. To think there is this one idiot have to mess my happy family fantasy. Thank you. And may you rot till death.

Lastly, I apologize to all those who might have been hurt in course of my ranting above, as you know, they involved your direct relations. I am very sorry. But this involved my family's pride. And to you, liar, better play your game right.

And so, bie, back to our story...would you go out with me when i ask u to? or you;d rather go with the friends? It hurts. You dunnoe.

mawarhitam
kept in the heart
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