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Kepo-ness
# Kepo-hits
I simply feel like blogging. But I have nothing to talk about. Routines? Ouh no.. I am NOT gonna give ppl a list of what crap I did right? To keep it simple, All projects and presentations are over and done with. Except Major Project Presentation this Monday. Today marks my officially last lesson in school. I'm excited for exam.
I'm over the moon today, despite the worries. Have you ever wonder, how simple things can make you happy? Even when you feel silly, you are at your greatest worry... but certain things may just come along your way and make your day. How sweet.. Especially when you get surprises. And I mean surprise. Not the kinda surprise they have told you about like.. "Eh I got a surprise for you".. or.. something that you've probably overheard thier plans.. What is suprise, when it does not catch you by surprise, right?
Hmm.. Damn it. I've been trying to avoid this ever so cliche topic : LOVE. BUt my hands are itching to write about this. I like love. To love and to be loved. The feeling is more than over the moon. Love is a feeling full of emotions. I'd smile to my ownself when I observe love in the air. Love is a gift from Alllah. Just like life, it comes and go. You can never expect a love coming your way. Can you? Can you know if you're going to fall in love the next moment, when all the while you're arguing like cats and dogs? {Anjing kucing pon tau opposites attract} Love isn't lust. It's simply a gift from Him. And this gift of love, we should treasure.
Love goes well with commitments, don't they? When you love somebody, you tend to be commited to him/her. Commitments come in various sense. There's this thing, of which I dunnoe what, but something in yourself that makes you tend to sacrifice for the things/people you love. Sometimes, you tend to go overboard. Maybe they couldnt realise how strong the love is for them. Sometimes, when we're too careful, too mindful of what we did, that's when we make most mistakes.
I wonder... I can't bear to let go. Good things always comes to an end, right? I made mistakes throughout the journey. I learnt to accept facts and learn to love more. Nobody have to understand. Sometimes, some people whom you do not know may be your good friends. See how amazing life could be? But life could also be a destroyer to some. And when I cant do my part to comfort, I feel real awful. I always fail trying.
Life is not as easy as it may seems. But look on the different side of life. On the brighter side, when you're down. I am trying hard, though I dun see the point. Especially when lookin around for jobs, and not getting any. And yet, ppl still say "you've not tried enough". Papela kanz.
Da bes pon... Akhir kata, jangan macam nak paham. Sesungguhnyer, aku pon tak paham ape yang aku type. Ape masok otak, tu lah yg ditaip. Ikut naluri. Desire.
Promise Expire : In 7 Days
"When you're nothing, they start judging. When you're something, they start coming." - Friends, Bushmen
mawarhitam
kept in the heart
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