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Kepo-ness
# Kepo-hits
I'm at lost. Why must i be the one to go through all this? "Why is it, when I try to have fun and be happy, it's wrong?" Lately, you seems different. We're never perfect and we can't change some things about ourselves no matter how hard we tried. Why can't we just be like the way we used to be? I missed the times we shared, those times when we first started. It feels real awkward, but memorable at the same time. You changed a big chunk of my pathetic life. You gave apparent life to me. Maybe this is the test for this month. I really anticipate for a better one next month. My fav month, my bday and the month we turn 0.7..my fav no. Unknowing, you changed a big part of my life.
I hate myself for being too easily jealous suddenly. I mean, why?!! I was not like this back then, when I was single or with a crush or bfl watever. But things are totally different now. Jealousy gets acquainted with me too quickly and before i now it, tears have become my close friend. I want you for myself. I don't fancy sharing you with the others. Maybe because I don't trust ppl too easily.I have become a little too sensitive. It's true that girls are more sensitive but guys, are egoistics too. But if I have to let you fo someday, I will let you go... Though I know if I fell too hard, it can't be healed that easily.
Our differences made no different to me.
"Di hati ini, hanya Tuhan yang tahu..."
I miss you, the old YtC...
mawarhitam
kept in the heart
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