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Kepo-ness
# Kepo-hits
Funny isn't? How I can managed not to cry no matter how physically hurt I was. Itz either I laughed cuz of my own stupidity or at worst I just whine. But never did I cry. Went to meet the dentist *dah mcm meet the fockers* early in the morning, which I knew was a bad intention. Had a tooth extracted. *Dah macam orang bisu aku kejap tk bobal* So I'm left with 2 more teeth waiting in anticipation to be extracted i-dunnoe-when. Ouh, btw, the spray Mr Dentist used to numb my gums was delicious. Yeah it is. Tasted lyk dutch lady's banana flavoured milk. Anyway, you must be thinking huh, wah dis girl sure got teeth problem. Well, I do. Dammit. Dunnoe who to blame now. I am a junk food addict and already have sweet tooth since young. Prolly because of my aunts happily feeding me sweets, ta-da!!! I already started to have bad teeth. Erghhh... And I am supposed to put on braces.Yeah dat metal thingy stuck in your teeth.. Dat was when in Primary 3. But Daddy protested against it, hee, i dunnoe why either. Even now, with bad teeth probs, dammit itz so not straight *ye aku kan senget clan jugak* , I still dwell on eating chocs and candies. Yum Yum.
If being physically hurt d0esn't get me cryin, getting emotionally hurt will. Sensitive, I supposed. But datz the way my tear goes. Each time I'm facing problems tears will just roll down my cheeks upon hearing or reading simple words that either touch me or upset me. I cried yesterday, to sleep,not because of the toothache, but because of what we are facing. And I cried reading someone's sms. It took me lyk hella time to reply, cuz I was trying to bear with the pain.*Blooody blood, when will u stop bleeding? Well, blood is bloody huh..* And I finally managed to reply. Err.. then I read an entry. I couldn't define why I teared. Upset or anger? Or simply touched by the words. I dunnoe why is it happening, to us especially? You guys are special to me. And I never wanna lose even 1 of you. Cuz all of you has made deep great impacts in my life. I know jolly well I couldn't cope with the mere separation. Prolly that's why I cried. Or prolly I was wondering why he said those stuffs? I have no idea, but yes, I cried. PLz, dun let any single thing hinder our friendship. Whatever that have happened, even without me knowing most of the times, let it pass. Everything happened for a reason. We have each other. And I really hope you'd share your joy, pain and sorrow with us.
"Dear Allah, I pray to You and hope that You save us from all the mishaps. Please keep our heart, mind and soul strong with the faith we have in You. Let patience grow so we don't tempt to do things our of the belief and faith. My Almighty, I don't wanna lose my hi-5. Our past brought us together by Your Fate adn Destiny. And I sincerely hope You will keep us together through good and bad times, together until the end of time. I hope not for any mishaps to fall upon us. I will still pray for the miracle to greet us one sweet day. I believe You for Your are the Almighty."
I love you Hi-5 GANG.
Siapakah diantara kita, dengan rela menjadi pendusta...
mawarhitam
kept in the heart
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