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Kepo-ness
# Kepo-hits
Errr.. Yarr.. I meant it. Itz just something which I guess not many will understand, but I guess itz better that way. Itz only me. Only AIn knows. Cuz I've been keeping this a secret 4 quite some time. Approximately 5 yrs 3 mths. Itz not abt mentioning being single or not. I just so dun like the topic. Haha.. Just wanna blog abt the 5yrs 3 mths of waiting. And of all days and time it could happen, it happened on 18 Sept 2005.. Well, I should thank GOD that it finally happened, after so long. Is this the beginning? I dunnoe.. Though somehow I am beginning to feel kinda remorseful for that impromtu rush, but I could not, so as to respect some parties. They'd feel kinda stabbed in the backs, if they were to find out. Or.. should I just tell them? No, I don't think so. But then again, itz the wait of my life. *ouh my gawd* Ok. Lela.. if u remember~~ I said abt taking steps.. Yea.. itz really happening, without me even realising it, until now? Hey, dude, wat was it supposed to mean? *wiping tear off* Ok, look... I wanna run from reality if I could, k. But watz the point? BUt, 1 thing for sure, if I dun.. I might just break a person's heart. Maybe two.. I dunnoe. I am jumping for joy, finally my wait of 5yrs 3 mths is about to come to its end. *Do u know how long is dat??? Ppl move on with life, but I stay and kept waiting. Until I thot I have found the happiness. Well, I have, no doubts. Juz dat, who wouldn't be happy wen ur wait is abt to end, ryt?* Well, I've learn not to judge a book by its cover and to trust no one. Let's take this step by step and not get too excited by it.. Today is indeed a date to remember.
240600-180905... Reminiscing those times. Each time... Yea. No one knows until now. Itz happening too fast, leaving me too confused now. Yes, I am. I'm touched by that statement, man. A 5 yrs 3 mths wait, for only a few minutes of catching up? If its not worth it, it is to me. I shall treasure the moments, for I think it might be for a moment. Dammit! Why now? Why not long tyme ago? Don't u haf the slightest feeling itz supposed to be long tyme ago?
I had wanted to tell u, but i might break ur heart, my darls.
Waited for 5 yrs 3 mths. And I know I've to let go again... I'd remember today, yar. Yes, I will.. Every single bits of it.
mawarhitam
kept in the heart
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