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Kepo-ness
# Kepo-hits
Well, that's in the words of Lela, so to say.. Dunnoe why we ended up with that phrase.. D0es it seems wrong? I doubt so la kann... Weheheheh. *Mental-blocked* I've a submission for INS Stage 2 @ 2pm later.. I'm like 67% there.. ANd still excited abt it. Because I found out so much info on library.. especially what OPAC system TP uses (itz one of the expensive OPACs around.. so people, better appreciate our library's OPAC), I found out also abt other libraries.. Mostly they use CARL OPAC.. hehe.. *jgn macam nak paham la kann.. Carl lah.. Aleph 500 la...*
And so.. I wonder. Why is it in life, some people.. or izit most people are just not courageous enuf to express their thots... and err. .feelings?? It doesn't sound wrong.. does it? They have their reasons,beb.. And those who silently know what's on the other person's mind.. would go around having this feeling of guilt. WHY guilt? Cuz they know..and yet the person or whoever la kan.. just simply wanna live in denial. Rejection is a norm in life. So why fear of rejection?? I was rejected countless of times, in every context I could think of. But that only makes me stronger.. Cheyy..bobal step macam paham pulak si gendeng nih.. *Sembarang korang la nakk..*
And so... I wonder again.. Being 'perasan' is like so wrong arh. In the A-s context, i mean. We rather 'berangan'... hehe.. day-dream is what I often resort to when I am at my lowest spirit.. Just to keep myself happy.. err.. Happily bz or Busily happy??? Which sounds right??
She knows. She may look 'selenge' and 'lembab' at times, but she knows. Don't be deceived by that. *Wicked smiles* OK dehhh.. nak sambung perah otak pulak..
mawarhitam
kept in the heart
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