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Kepo-ness
# Kepo-hits
All along today I've been kinda hyper until I reached home and faced the monitor.
Was out since morning. Standard ar.. Went for kuda outing again. Was supposed to report at 11. But I came half hr late. All because I could hardly sleep all night. Then, when I woke up, I realise that my wisdom tooth is growing (??? siak arh bahasa ape siolz). And had some difficulty eating my brunch which consists dory's fried fish and chips and baked beans and watz not.
And we went to Jurong, somewhere at Pioneer area there lor. And we sang along the way. Standard ar.. But today so ribot siak. A total of 38 crew inclusive of 5 kuda(s). Gerek ehh.. Too bad itz on a Saturday. Cuz it seems lyk on Sundays we got 2 or more outings. Never itz ok. Bersyukur that we all are progressing. Alhamdulillah.
After everything is done, met up with my kid sis and niece, thatz Adeq n Lela. And iLi as well, but she went off at 9. This time round, at s-11. Punyelah boring giler babi. Buat lawak sendiri, ketawa sendiri. BUt somehow or rather, itz rather suprising that I managed to open up to them about how hard it is for me to initiate something. Yeah... afterall, i'm a girl u noe.. BUt now, thinking and pondering upon what I have just let out to them.. fark, itz like.. i am just stupid. I dunnoe why the hell I said those stuff to them all. Yah, itz them but all along I have never told them about it cuz i'd rather keep things to myself.
Now that I know my anticipation doesn't worth anything at all, does that mean I have to give way to those more suitable than me? But all I know is that itz gone. There's only one thing that can regain my hope. Get to the roots of it. Now I know itz not me. Thanx Ais for trying to assure me of something that have yet to be all along. Now I have the answer to all my questions. Things are gonna be totally different if I see it with my own eyes. I'll be myself. I'll be alone till the end of time.
Love the Person Who Loves You.
mawarhitam
kept in the heart
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