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Kepo-ness
# Kepo-hits
I'm in total confusion. Is it or is it not? So how is this now? I truly don't know how to interprete this little thing i've had in me. Prolly itz just a thing that will just fade away in time to come. But as far as i am concern, it hasn't fade yet. So how do i interprete that? The fall was hard, yes. At the same time, it really hit hard on me. I felt the pain. Will the bruise continue to bleed and let it turn into a scarred wound? I don't know. When friends ask that simple question, I really don't know how to answer, cuz i am trying hard to give them a simple yet truthful answer. Is it a major one or simply a minor one?? Did i fall for the wrong one? I know their means of help. But.. you know, at times I just think these things aren't right. The status is known yet it is still subject to availability. I'll be contented to njoy just what a simple friendship might do. Because i am aware of those around me, who's bloody close... I just feel that my steps are being closely watched. Provided being myself is accepted, i have no qualms abt a simple friendship. We'll see if it could just fade away as time g0es by... Which one part of me says, yes, and another says NO. Prolly the often i see, the more it'll nvr fade. Or prolly the longer it takes to fade. Maybe. How i feel so inferior to these bunch of people. Why hadn't i met b4 them??? Why all along our paths d0esn't cross??? This is FATE.
mawarhitam
kept in the heart
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