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Kepo-ness
# Kepo-hits
I think my Mitsubishi Evo 8 tank is coming back to me... I can eat so much food, and yet still feel hungry. But that depends, though. Today, after so long, we all went to have our dinner. Initially, we want to dine at YA SALAM, but the ikan pari stall was closed.. Haiszzz.. Then we thought of Simpang Bedok. Long time never chill there.. But Papa so lazy, so we ended up at Sarah Rose.. Near our place.. Apalagi.. Badok!!!!
After that, Rwin, Uz n myself went to TM. Get some stuff... While waiting, we go bonding2.. Talk lah depan CS.On the way home, Urfran yg entah ke mana menghilang msged me. Just to msged me "happy belated birthday". Tanx eh. Walhal we chatted for a while that day. But nvm.
I am so sad, actually. My LOST GIRL RASTA slipper i aimed and craved for at Surf n Ski is gone... Yah you people can laughed at me for all i care. I just want that and nothing more, if i could ever get that. But now, it's been proven that we are just not fated to be together.
Pardon me if my "rajuk" so bad. I never have that kasih sayang i craved for since young. I've been taught to be independent, now that i am old enough to think, i realised that I don't have that "kasih sayang". Cannot "manja2"... Nak manja2 pon dengan sape? I have no one. With my friends, later people all think I am just crazy. Haiya.. kan seronok kalau aku anak tunggal. Dapat apa aku nak. Dapat kasih sayang sepenuhnya. Asallah aku anak last. Orang kata anak last selalu dimanjakan.. AKu tak pernah dimanjakan pon. Anak orang lain dimanjakan adalah.. Anak orang diberi itu ini adalah.. Aku nak apa pon tak pernah dapat. Wish list je makin panjang.. Takpa, Ain, you can get all that by yourself. Since what I wanted i never get, I shall get them all myself... THAT'S THE SPIRIT, AIN!!!
NO ONE WILL LOVE YOU, BUT I WILL.
mawarhitam
kept in the heart
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