11.10.04

The Wilted Black Rose

"Rahsia kebahagiaan dan kegembiraan adalah dengan meyakinkan orang lain merekalah penyebabnya..."~

Finally d0ne wif my exams. BUT the damned supp is awaiting me. I'm only confident for one paper; INE. Whatever it is, last Thursday marked my 1st year being the President of PAP (Persatuan Anak Pelarian)...7 0ct0ber.... tragedi 0kt0ber...*singing*
Nuthing much happened lately; juz find certain things a little "mendak".What a way to end my semester... Shit. Chatted wif my new twin for 3 long hours in the wee morning. I slept @ 4 on Sunday morning... Never n0e we've g0t sooooooo much in c0mmon.. (yang penting #####) There's juz a l0t of things goin thru my mind. So young yet so much to think about.Haix...

There's *** (kan da tersebut, kan kan kannnnn). What the hell... Forget it, ain, no hope.. den the galz...I miss the Nira galz; AL0T...Missed th0se times we shared; those dayz upon the Final day. The dayz of tears and joy, full of experience and memories. Hope they will oso cherish it t0gether wif me.(rite, Ca?) I missed my lively, entertaining, cohesive and crappy classmates (C087)... I missed Bedah, R0kiah & Enon.. (any hot stuff, MQs?) I missed my an0ther twinnie (Ain). And i oso missed my buddy (takpe Lid, nanti raye same2,eh) So many people I missed, cuz too much things to think about. Someh0w, I'm the mediat0r. Syaz, I need u.. Help me resolve this before things get more cheem... I'm n0t 2 say i'm biased against anyone, juz dat some ppl juz could not get along wif her. She's doing things her own way. Even the guyz don't seem 2 agree on certain stuff, but wat 2 do, she's the leader. (MACAM PAHAM jek dierrrr) I need our power 2 unite so we can talk things out smoothly, no one gets hurt. But is dat possible? I dunn0e. Even the leadership workshop I attended years back didn't seem 2 help. But however, we can't possibly wait on for what? A solution 2 drop from the sky??? WE have 2 revive their confidence & spirit...come on, ar, aku fighter siot...

Dis Friday marks the beginning of Ramadan.. Finally, the long awaited month is arriving. I missed th0se times.. I remembered vividly those Fridays and Saturdays...siapa si dia itu *singing* But n0w, i dunn0e... How I realised we're nothing; nothing, juz a creation of Allah Ta'ala. Let's make the best of this Ramadan, cuz we never know if we ever get to welcome the next Ramadan with open arms. In fact, make the best of our time wif th0se we love. Tell them how much we appreciate their presence. NHR, whenever dat special someone is gone, only then he/she is deeply appreciated or thought of. (will i ever get to? But I only haf my prayers to convey my tots 2 dat s0meone...*winks*)

p/s: in any case if u wanna contact me (manelah tau nk ajak buka puasa ker, cari baju raya ker, cari kuih raye ker, nk jalan pat geylang or woodlands ker, nk book jalan raye kerrr....), contact me thru my line no.; not my prepaid, k. Tak tau?Tanye same yang tau.. Otherwise, (exceptional 4 those who wanna say they miss me...), anything else will not be entertained.(weyy, bulan posa arh, kalo nk bobal pasal org atau prob korang yg menggunung, tunggu bile kite jumpe mase Raya nanti...Counselling session not available during Ramadan.) Tenkiu.

"Ikhlasmu itu, andai diungkap menambah derita ini..."~

mawarhitam
kept in the heart
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