4.10.04

MEGA PERDANA 2004 - THE FINAL CLASH

Itz been over and done with. It was not as up to the previous standard as showcased in 2002. Why? Maybe because of the setbacks that some encountered or is it the lack of preparation? *mendak* Results as follows:-
Senikata terbaik: Kelana Purba
Kesenian terbaik: Kelana Purba
Juara terbaik: Durbar Dua
Tukang karut terbaik: Kelana Purba
Awok-awok terbaik: Kelana Purba
Paluan terbaik: Kelana Purba
Senikata harapan: Panjy
Juara harapan: Keris
Tukang karut harapan: Neng Nyno
Kumpulan wanita terbaik: Sutera Srikandi
Naib Johan kedua: Durbar Dua
Naib Johan: @ndik@
Johan: Kelana Purba
Top two placings were maintained by these two groups since 2002. Knew it from the start KP gonna clinch the title once again, but never thought that @'s would remain top two. It came as a stunning news. I was flabbergasted; overwhelmed by that happy moment. It was like a wave of sh0ck that overcasted me, but eventually I was back to reality. Reason being that I did n0t impose any hopes for them to win anything. But I know their performance is always one of the enjoyable & memorable & entertaining ones. In fact, I think their juara song is addictive... Even Neng Nyno's so-called last minute song (dengar2 dorang nie tukar lagu last minit...) is also addictive, but somehow, I think they seem to be mumbling that I could not make out the whole lyrics. But I know the song is nice.. Maybe the lack of voice. Goes the same for some groups. Their voices did not unite. There were a few who missed certain ragam. MP2002 was wayyyyyyyy better. And that stage once again repeated the joyous moment for KP this year.

Then again, those happy moments made me shed tears of joy for some. Before the whole event, I could not sit still...Darn i'm sick, when I wanna celebrate my first year PAP (persatuan anak pelarian) on 7 october... "tragedi oktober....~" *singing* This is what people call EXAM FEVER. However, there are some things I wanna clarify and make things clear to people out there. To my old frenz and new frenz, especially... Indeed there is NO ONE who is able to understand people as much as you yourselves. Why I say so is because some people thought they understand others, but things don't turn out like it was supposed to be. And, btw, people have their own patience limit. Anyone would be stunned if they were answered by something they didn't expect to hear. No one would want to hear a out-of-the-blue rude remarks, right? And, hell, yeah, some peeps have yet to know how to tackle my mood swings (and hallo, it always happened with reasons). If there are doubts, clarify with those who has experienced with my mood swings before...

I wonder how to teach these gals of mine the appropriate manners. Too bad, I can't do much, bec0z I am n0t their parents, nor am I their siblings or even the leader.(si tua pon tak bole diharap, bek). Really can't figure out who I can count on... I can't really interfere much coz I'm juz some1 small there. People will talk and some will be hurt, in any case that I enter frame la kann... They can't possibly go on like this coz it will affect us in the near future. People have eyes, they have ears. They see what we do or wear. They hear how we speak. What? Go around one day, only to hear people bad-mouthed us? I don't ask any of u gals to walk orderly or speak so damn lady-like...simple bec0z I don't. But at least have the appropriate manners. This doesn't meant u gals are hypocrite. Itz the matter of place and time. I do hope that time will permit them to at least be aware of their behaviour in public.
I am "gila-gila" too, but I never make it beyond control whenever I am in the public. Because in the public, I bring my family name, school name, group name etc and of coz, my own name. There are times when you can extremely be so-called out of your mind. Most friends knows when my bonkerism will act up and eventually I will go bonkers throughout the whole day, but I still have limits. Too loud, it will spoil my image, tarnish my reputation. And now, I try to mind my words, despite that my tongue is spontaneous to response. Bec0z I know that people out there are always out to find my flaws. Can't afford to be badmouthed time and again when I am already blacklisted in the black sheep category. MACAM PAHAM je...

NOTA LAST SEMENET...
1) tee sert dorang peberet kaler aku, siot. dark blue & orange...MACAM PAHAM gitu kannn...
2) Mira kene sabo sampai nk ternangis budak tuuu dorang kenekan ngan si Adam...
3) haix...sape suro aku pake kaler orange??? senang le orang nk cam aku esp kompuak dektu
4) (sambung citer no.3) pasal tu dier nampak aku... dier sengih kat aku, bek..
5) (sambung lagik) aku pon senyum balek arh..eh, ni bukan makne menggeletis, eh...
6) otak aku tgh sort jer, jadi... jaga cik salma, jaga...
7) dah takde nota lagik! pasal nie peberet number aku, aku stop sini! wakakakakakakakakaka (eh? did i miss out anyone's name?????cam ader tapi sape,bek???)

mawarhitam
kept in the heart
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